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Forgot to update.

Nathan n Shane's water baptism pictures are on this website :

http://community.webshots.com/user/pc2004_pic1

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I am never good in words. But he became a leader of thousands. I am never good at facing my giant. But he slayed a head off one. I am never good in accepting negative remarks from others. But he died for them. I am never good in thinking impossibilities. But he tried to take the first step on the water. I am never good in thinking. But his words inspired millions. I am never good in my problems. But he can rejoice in jail.

Conclusion : I am never good in anything.

Just a little dosage of faith keeps me going.

"Why does God say His name is "I am?" "
"Why did he not say " I am Jehovah Jireh" ?"
"Why did he not say " I am Jehovah Nissin" ?"

He never needs to compare with others because He is and will always be.

Amazing... Without you around, I guess things just falls aparts.

230807 part 2

Yesterday I watched 881 with Peixi. Finally had a chance to watch a movie with her. But anyway, that is not the main point.

People said that it is nice. But when I watched it, I almost fell asleep. It is so draggy. So many negative songs. Maybe it is because I don't go watch getai so can't appreciate. I think after watching this movie, getai is really not for me. It seems so bored.

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Dedicated to Only You. ( edited version )

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
My dreams are young
And I will know they'll take me Where I want to go
(Chorus 1) Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2) Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3) Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy,
Your love will lead the way for me Like a guiding star
You'll be there for me if I should need you
You don't have to change a thing
You love me just the way I am
So go with you and share the view
You'll help me see forever too

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Do you believe in love @ first sight?

I don't.

Until I saw this gal with DHL Express. I talked to her for a while and knew that I gonna wanna know her more.

I searched through the friendster website and finally found her site. So I begin to add her and thought that I can have a more than friendship relationship?

But well, she was recently attached, to my disappointment.

Sigh!

You know why things happen this way? If you seek by yourself, it will come to void. His ways are higher than your ways. His thoughts are higher than your thoughts. What makes you think that you can reach there first than Him? He has already reached before your first step. For He is the Alpha and the Omega. Nothing for us to awe about because He is everything we awe about. Ha ha...

Begin to write poetic sia... Anyway, these are my current thoughts right now...

To Joanna whom I replied on msn that you are more spiritual than me. I apologise for things said. Thoughts flow continuously and I am still harping on the commitment promise that you gave me about Japanese lessons. I must forget and forgive since I have no right to enslave a person as I have already been set free.

^_^

190807 part 2

Time changes very fast. I got back my mp4 player. It is with Eujean. He got it back to me.
Thanx Eujean.

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How I wish I can report good things in my blog. Or should I never acknowledge the "stupid" things in my life so that it seems good in my life. Hmm...

Finally reality struck today. If you know what I mean, good.

Before that, my hp suddenly blank that. All data in phone memory all gone.

After that, my mp4 player was lost. Lost at Essential Brews today having dinner with my close friends. I don't know whether I should be concerned about the price or the memory that is inside. Sigh!

It has been wat, 4 months? I think I bought it this year. or is it last yr? Can't remember. Maybe I should think on the bright side. Hey, now I have an excuse to buy the 60 GB Zen Vision. Ha ha...

Well, gtg now. Just wanna post here to relieve what I am feeling now.

Hey melvin, I am ok. I should be ok. And I must be ok. Today is the moment to seize. Better not regret about yesterday or worry about tomorrow.

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Just uploaded Beiwen's pictures.

http://community.webshots.com/user/pc2004_pic1

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Yesterday morning I knew the news. She told me about it. Since that morning, I have been feeling ups and downs. I do not know how I should react. Well, I am happy in the sense that she found who she wanted. Congrats again...

For those who do not know the news, I am sure you will hear it soon if you are in CHC YL zone.

For those who are not, please please don't ask me anything. I am not in the mood to answer anything.

I like what Melvin said yesterday before I forgot.

God sometimes takes you one big round before bringing us to our destiny.

A friend of Melvin commented that it is done so as for momentum to be accumulated to create a big bang in the end.

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I think I am really smitten by Guey Lun Mei.
However, I only like some angles of her. The rest of the pictures, I don't really get attracted.

Maybe I only attracted to those angles bah. Hee...

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These few days, I seem quite lost. Where is my direction heading?

Do I want to be in the teaching industry or the accounting industry?

Definitely, accounting is not for me. I believe it is partly because I don't have the same passion for it as teaching.

But my father's counter words are also quite true. Because the economy is good, therefore you have much tuition. Hmm.. What should I do?

I have a Masters in front of me. Should I take it? Should I take part time or full time?

So many choices. One wrong move again will propel me to somewhere I do not want to go.

What should I do?

Full time tuition, Masters or the routine job now?

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Few days ago in Toa Payoh Central, I had this thought. It is really very true that love is getting colder nowadays. Since the NKF incident, everyone seems to avoid charity, including me. In the past, I would at least donate. But now, I would avoid the people with the charity cans. Is this verse really coming to past?

Matthew 24:12
And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold.

Today during my routine walk to the Philips showroom, I heard on the radio 100.3 FM. I heard that teachers nowadays have a hard time teaching. I really truly agree. And I heard this experience through the radio.

A student was scribbling something on his book, obviously not listening to the teacher teaching. The teacher asked him to go out if he doesn't want to attend. He stood up, with half of the class and they walked out just like that. And the next time, there was a letter for the teacher, saying that the teacher is a ugly person, don't know how to teach all sort of stuff.

In my mind, if I am the teacher, I think I will be very sad at myself. Maybe that is why God hasn't given me this chance to be a teacher yet. I must train and be tough. To face the future obstacles. I still want to teach!