3/10/2008

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The best servant you can find is not in the actions they do, but in the attitude they put in.

I do not want to study God's word, I want to study God's heart.

Strangely enough, I suddenly have these two thoughts this morning. Though I think I did something not wise again. But true true, they are indeed the words I should embrace from today on.

3/09/2008

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It has been 1 month and 4 days le since I blogged. I am out of action for quite a while. I think that I have been quite stagnant for a while as I have been giving tuition everyday. No changes, no growth.

Today wanna want to blog cause tml is my birthday. And I had an eventful day today. i went to children church. I saw one kid of mine. It has been 2 yrs since I met him and his sister. His sister now sec 1 le. When he saw me, he was like quite surprised. He and his sister were wondering how come I disappeared. Maybe I backslide from children church. Hee... Anyway, it is a good thing that I saw my children. Hee...

Then after that, went to Jeremy's birthday celebration. Basically, I am there to help out. Helped out with the decorations. I believe that it is a great success because there is no rain. God is a good God.

Then I rushed to Huiqi's sister's wedding dinner. She is my ex. When I saw her and her husband, I felt a sense of helplessness. Since I have given up, what can I do? Emotions rushed into my mind. I kept drinking wine, hoping that the emotions are numbed. But too bad, I can't. Cause I know that I should not do that. But well, I am at home now. No point thinking so much. Anyway, it will definitely be a better day tml!