Memories... Memories... memories

My mother recently got a hamster from someone. It reminded me of the past. Two hamsters. David and Gerald. They died on a Tuesday at 9 pm. Though I forgot which year it is, they will be always in my mind. This hamster is unlike them. But still, it is so saddening to be reminded of the two cute hamsters which I had. Gerald, the brown hamster, died because it is ill. David died because it is an escape artist. It eventually died in chemicals in the sewage system.

Sigh!

Fear

Fear.

Opposite of faith.

A strong power.

It discourages. No encourages.

It weakens. No strengthens.

It frightens. No surprises.

Negative. No Positive.

Controls. No being controlled.

Stories after stories.
Cartoons after cartoons.
Experiences after experiences.

To understand about fear is not easy.

Simple emotion. But difficult subject.

Do not be afraid.
This has been repeated 365 times in the Bible.
God acknowledges that fear is a vital force.

So guys n gals, have faith, not fear bah!

Oh, I see my potential lying next to me but I can't do anything but stare at the circumstances!

Oh, I see my potential lying next to me but I can't do anything but stare at the circumstances!

How I wanna call her to wish her Hapy Valentine's day but no action I dare to take.

I want to relate to people but why can't I communicate?
Anoint my lips with wisdom .

Will I see a breakthrough in this?

I feel even further now after I spoke out a secret that is known between me and Him.

Nothing I can say can salvage the situation.
Now something has happened. What can I do?

Oh, what do I have in my hands?
Shamgar, teach me.
Teach me your resourcefulness.
Izzit your obedience?
Izzit your desire?
Izzit your courage?
What izzit that you can defeat the Israelites with just a farming tool?
What are you so different from other judges?
Isn't God with them too?
What makes you excel?

Nevertheless, I will carry on.
Carry on with believing.
Carry on with trusting.
Carry on thinking that life will be better tml.

My life seems to be a shadow.
So dark.
What is the entity I am shadowing?

My eyes are shining so bright that I can't even see.
Vision seems to be dim.
Can I reach my vision with one small step ahead?

These bright lights are along the path with me.
Guiding.
Directing.
Encouraging.