I cried again for the wrong reason again.
There is always a struggle inside me. After each lesson, I will review and reflect it. If it is good, I will use it for the next year lesson. But if it is bad, I will think over what the problem is. Recently, I just cannot figure out why a class full of enthuaism would suddenly be a dead class. I also cannot figure out why my spelling bee game seem so boring. All these make me very discouraged. I am constantly thinking that maybe I am not suited to be a teacher. Maybe because of my character, maybe I am more suitable for some office work, although deep down, I won't like it. What is wrong? I really hate that feeling of being a dead teacher.
But as what someone told me, I will rise up above the level of my problem.