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Recently, I have fallen sick. In fact, I have fallen sick since Thursday. That is a total of 4 days. At the age of 27. I need about 4 days to feel much better. Wow... That is not gd sia. I really must exercise to have a gd standard of fitness.

Actually, also wanted to write also about my MOE interview. Sigh! Unsuccessful again. Think I can try again and again.

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I was watching a drama on the bus. It talks about this married couple. Ivy Lee who is the actress wanted to divorce this actor Zheng Geping. Reason is because Zheng Geping went to find a prostitute. But it was then found out then it was not. Everything is all a misunderstanding. But she still wanted to divorce him because she felt that he is a good for nothing. She felt that he is a boy in a man's body. All these boils down to communication. The guy thought that she is happy being with him. Never did he know that she is suffering all these problems of managing.

Every relationship has a problem of its own. Why would I want to start one and create more problems for myself? Thought for the day?

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English translation for Sunny day by Fujiki Kazue

What spilled out
Wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
What I looked up at
Was the sun above the clouds
I was living like
I was asleep
I was always alone
Until the day
I met you
I was always, always here
Even if there’s a love song
I could sing by myself
This warmth from the touch of your arms
Can’t be found alone
If I had put on a mask
Then I felt
I might have forgotten
I shut away my memories
And locked them in a box
Even in that dark place
I was able to find you
Even if I can’t return
I’ll keep going farther, farther
Even if there’s a love song
That recalls loneliness
I can’t reach it alone
So I’ll walk out once more
Toward the door to tomorrow
With you…
I’ll transform sadness
Into kindness
And someday
Once I’ve set my true self free
The pain will disappear
I know it
I don’t need a love song
I can sing by myself anymore
I can’t find it alone
But with you
I know
We can find a place where the sun shines
A tomorrow I’ve never seen

Recently, I have been attracted to her song.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=BU6NDfTFT_A

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Thank you for reading my blog. To think that someone will bother to read my blog. After today MOE Interview, a flood of questions came to my mind. Is this really my will or God's will to teach? Time and time again, this question has been challenging me. I am really not as determined as the coach in "Facing the giants".

Before the Interview, I heard the Holy Spirit telling me that I am a person of persistance. Try thinking on my part.

The mathematics which I value so much. How many hours did I put in to improve my mathematics? Definitely not a task for average people.

My driving licence. Which i blogged it few months ago. I failed 3 times and finally I got it. Is this tiring? Of course, it is. So what did persistance pay for? My licence.

But I am really very tired le. I really don't want to face the same interviewees and face the same questions which I always stutter. I don't know whether I should tell the truth or whether I should tell a lie. Or should I tell the whole truth? It is getting impossible, God.

"It is impossible with man, but with God, all things are possible."

Anyway, just wanna say this bah.