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4 months le. I did not blog anything. Perhaps I am still nursing from the emotional wound. Today is a brand new year. So I decided to post something. The first 2 pictures taken at a pub called "wavve" at Orange Tee Building. Had a countdown with my friends. Atmosphere is loud. I quite like it since it is a countdown.

The third picture, I took it at a restaurant at Iluma. Hmm.. The technology is good. You have to tap the menu with the pen. It is a interesting concept. But the ramen I ordered is way way way inferior compared to the ramen I ate at Japan. Guess that after the good ramen I ate in Japan, none of the ramen here can be compared.

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After buying my lunch, chanced upon a locust/grasshopper at the stairs. It is so damn big. It is as big as my palm. I don't even know how it came to that place.

These few days I have been looking at this view. Life and sickness are opposites. A sunny day. Perfect for a wonderful trip outside. In the hospital, one can only pray for recovery. How apt this song is. Nobody but you. Only you can heal her. Only you.

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Guess that i still can't forget the days in N182. Not as in totally forget. But I need to remind myself that I am no longer in N182 le. It has been what, 1 year plus le. And I still can't remind myself. Sigh... Guess that I am not a adaptable person bah. So what happened actually?

Last Saturday, as usual, I was sitting elsewhere since I was late. During the 3 minute fellowship at the start of the service, the person besides me asked me what my name and so on. He asked me whether I am in a cell group. I replied, "Ya, I am."
"Oh, what is your cell group?"
"N182, nope. E442."
Then we carried on the conversation.

But later after service, I realise that both cell groups are also wrong. I am in E471. Sigh!
But I think that it is really automatic for my mouth to just say N182, since I have been in this cell group for so many years le.
Guess that old habits die hard.

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my HAMSTERS are found DEAD when I woke up yesterday morning !!!

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Recently, got into a english argument with one of my students. Let me ask you all, do we use "cleverer" or "more clever"?

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Some of the feelings I had:

Not going to Asia conference these few days. guess that I am constantly distracted by my own feelings. It will be good to put it aside but I can't. Guess that I need quality time with people now and not going to attend sessions after sessions.

Felt so tired. Sigh! My mother is exhibiting irrational behaviour. Though she is conscious, but I really dont' understand the reasons. Is it normal for people with brain surgery? Sigh!

At least I can understand Eliza's feelings each time she went to the hospital to visit her father. Feelings are drained. But as a professional, it will be for the best not to drag your feelings to work. Ya, I told wan ee that I don't want to tell many people about it cause I know that I will be overly dependent on others. It is time to stand up.

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Been some time I blogged. Who will expect that I will? Today I went and chanced upon my mum's neurosurgeon. From what I hear, her white blood cells are high, implying that there is bacteria infection. However, they cannot find any bacteria. So now she is given two strong medicine to kill any bacteria. Hopefully, all is well.