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Feel quite bothered inside me. I do not know who to talk to since it seems that I am now at fault. What actually happened?

Few weeks ago, I told someone that I can sponsor his/her course materials. Today another person told me that that someone is not happy about me because I don't mean what I say. The someone has told me that he/she is borrowing materials. And my response is: "Oh ok, who are you still searching for the materials?" I did not tell him/her that I can sponsor the materials. Is that what I am supposed to say? It seems that when I did not mention it, it seems to the someone that I don't really mean that I am sponsoring. I thought that it is quite normal to ask me whether my deal still stands mah.

Isn't that what it is mentioned in the Bible? God's blessings are for us to receive. We have to ask for it and we can have it. It never mentions about God asking us about what we want, then God will give us.

But well, maybe all of what I think are excuses. If I did not mean it, I did not mean it.
Hmm... well, I guess I should go and sleep. And hopefully, I can just forget about all these.